Mary Oliver speaks no more to me
The poet clawed her
way into sand,
invaded the nest of
turtle eggs and
removed 13 round eggs to
make an omelette.
The poet used a knife
to open the raw eggs
because a sharp tap on
a metal pot rim just wouldn’t
do the trick.
Then the poet chose four
words to describe her
egg feast.
I ate with attention, whimsy,
devotion and respect, she said.
Her words stopped me,
stopped my mind.
I inhaled into a new reality—one
where a woman who has poured forth
poetry on creatures as diverse as owls
and deer and grasshoppers—a poet I have
revered for years…
This poet clawed her way into sand.
This poet used a knife
to open a coven of raw eggs.
And the poet’s four words, chosen
to pull me into the orbit
of her world, chosen to justify—
with whimsy sprinkled into the mix
like a condiment—have instead failed me,
forever more.
No, I said to myself, no.
Yes, I say now and to all who care
to hear, I will draw a strong black line
between life and
needless death.